Bit pointless....sorry

[Mummy2Angel.]

Not posted in here for a while

Well its Max's EDD in roughly a month 9th october and its sort of crept up on me . I feel like i've forgot him, i love my new little life growing inside me, but i'd give anything to be sitting here 36 weeks pregnant with my baby boy. I still cuddle his teddy, look threw his memory box and everynight i look out my window to the stars and say goodnight to my baby . I feel bad, there are so many of you girls here stilll ttc and i feel blessed, but i cant shake the feeling this bean will go away to and i'll be left with two angel babies....i cant cope having 1 never mind 2 . I just want Max back.......no one seems to care about him anymore ..... like he never existed

 

[hippylittlej]

Just because you are having a new baby doesn't mean you have to forget your little angel baby.

 

[lilwelsh1]

to you. sorry for your loss. I have no words so Im sure max is looking down and feeling so proud for having such a strong caring mummy, he will never be forgotten xx

 

[bluesky]

Sending some pma to you. I can imagine I will feel the same once I get preg again. You will never forget your boy Max.

x

 

[cla]

hun he knows how much you wanted him and how much you loved him and still do. no matter how mant children you will have you will never forget

 

[KA92]

pma hun lots of it and max knows how you feel about him babe he knows hel never be forgotten xxx

 

[Vickieh1981]

It's not pointless. It's normal to feel this way.

The day I went to the grave and told Isabella I was pregnant I sobbed because I felt so guilty for her.

Max knows you love him and won't ever forget him. It's normal to feel this way about hte new baby too. I am nearly 14 weeks and still don't believe I am going to get a baby after last time.

 

[babysimpson]

M2A I've lost 4 now and both my man and me remember each one when their anniversaries came around. Your post is not pointless at all - when we get our garden all sorted, there was be a plant for each of little angels as a lasting reminder.