Well I have started thinking about this again now the time is drawing near. Last time as you may know I had to give up breast feeding almost straight away due to a lumbar puncture. Something Icried over as Ihad been so intent on BF before and I loved the instant bond Igot with my son on doing it. I kept trying to BF noah and he would latch on to me for ages while oh would get up and make up and heat a bottle, I would try to fill him up on myself but he would always quite happy then drain the whole bottle afterwords, and Ifelt like he just wasnt getting anything out of me. Itried to express using a manual avent pump as I could BF properly as I couldnt move, ut Ifound it useless, and absolutly nothing came out with the pump. In the end I really liked using formula as it was so prectical if someone aby sat or OH shared the night feeds, or just if we were out and about shopping and stuff. So Im torn about what to do this time. I know this is going to sound really vain but I love my boobs and Im prone to stretchmarks as you can see from my tum, bum and thighs, but I pretty much avoided getting them on my boobs last time, I really dont want to risk them suddenly getting huge to deal with milk demand and being covered in purple marks! for those of you how BF did you find that your breasts continued to grow after the initial milk coming in stage. (which I dont think actually happened with me before as they never really got engorged).