justplay91
Mama to Kai and Zoe!
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Hi all,
I had my first baby back in August and I'm absolutely in love with him. Yet, since he was born, I've really been finding myself missing the pregnancy. I figured it was just hormones at first, as many women 2-3 weeks post-partum seem to have the same problem. But now as we're creeping around to the time my son way conceived last year (he was a surprise baby), it seems to only be getting worse. I don't think it's PND, as every other aspect of my life feels normal and actually pretty great. I just want to be pregnant again! I miss the positive pregnancy test (even though it came with a bunch of worry), counting down the days until the next trimester, the waiting for the gender scan, our 3D scan at 28 weeks, labor watching, the birth (we had a great birth experience), the post-birth bonding at the hospital, breastfeeding (which didn't end up working out), everything. My OH wants more kids, and has said that he's ready at any time to have more, but obviously as my son is not even 4 months old it's a ways down the road yet. Though we are NTNP currently. I've always wanted a small age gap anyway.
Sooooo, I was wondering if there are any other ladies going through the same thing? Or any who have gone though the same thing and could tell me if it ever goes away?! Ughhhh.](/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/eusa_wall.gif "Brick wall ](*,)")
I had my first baby back in August and I'm absolutely in love with him. Yet, since he was born, I've really been finding myself missing the pregnancy. I figured it was just hormones at first, as many women 2-3 weeks post-partum seem to have the same problem. But now as we're creeping around to the time my son way conceived last year (he was a surprise baby), it seems to only be getting worse. I don't think it's PND, as every other aspect of my life feels normal and actually pretty great. I just want to be pregnant again! I miss the positive pregnancy test (even though it came with a bunch of worry), counting down the days until the next trimester, the waiting for the gender scan, our 3D scan at 28 weeks, labor watching, the birth (we had a great birth experience), the post-birth bonding at the hospital, breastfeeding (which didn't end up working out), everything. My OH wants more kids, and has said that he's ready at any time to have more, but obviously as my son is not even 4 months old it's a ways down the road yet. Though we are NTNP currently. I've always wanted a small age gap anyway.
Sooooo, I was wondering if there are any other ladies going through the same thing? Or any who have gone though the same thing and could tell me if it ever goes away?! Ughhhh.
