some days it doesn't bother me that I'm going to raise my little girl alone, but day's like today when I see couples and they're all excited together I guess I get emotional. I guess I get a little jealous and wish that I were that lady getting all the love and belly rubs and stuff. I wish someone cared other than me lol that my feet are swollen, or that my lo is moving. I'll come back to reality, I'm just having a moment right now. I even find myself missing my no good ex... I don't wanna be like most people I know whose so scared of being alone that they settle... and I know I owe it to my little girl to place her in an enviroment where she can have the best chance of having a wonderfully life. I'm scared of doing this alone.