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12 dpo tested bfn this morning, and also woke up to my bbs feeling ok and soft again after days of swelling/hard/soreness. So I know I'm out, my cm is turning very slightly brown so expecting af either tomorrow or the day after.
I just want to feel sad and wallow today but (and I know they're only trying to help) people keep offering me advice which has just turned me into a horrible rageful person.
Dh kissed me on the head and said sorry before walking out to work. Rage.
My sister said oh well you can look forward to trying again (she only has to think get pregnant and she is, has never 'tried'.) Rage
My mum says oh don't worry relax it will happen. Rage
By best friend bless her is trying to be supportive but has major struggles of her own with a final ivf attempt soon. Guilt. I shouldn't be upset I get to try again at least, it's only been 5-6 months, now I feel like an awful person.
Thank you for letting me vent here I know you get it. I'm sorry for everyone struggling harder than me today, you're stronger than I am. I know I'm probably being awful today and tomorrow will be a better day.
Oh and my other personal favorite response. Well you had ds so dont worry you can do it again, at least you have him and you know you can get pregnant. Rage.
I just want to feel sad and wallow today but (and I know they're only trying to help) people keep offering me advice which has just turned me into a horrible rageful person.
Dh kissed me on the head and said sorry before walking out to work. Rage.
My sister said oh well you can look forward to trying again (she only has to think get pregnant and she is, has never 'tried'.) Rage
My mum says oh don't worry relax it will happen. Rage
By best friend bless her is trying to be supportive but has major struggles of her own with a final ivf attempt soon. Guilt. I shouldn't be upset I get to try again at least, it's only been 5-6 months, now I feel like an awful person.
Thank you for letting me vent here I know you get it. I'm sorry for everyone struggling harder than me today, you're stronger than I am. I know I'm probably being awful today and tomorrow will be a better day.
Oh and my other personal favorite response. Well you had ds so dont worry you can do it again, at least you have him and you know you can get pregnant. Rage.