It's been 3 years now, and he knows, and he says sorry, but nothing can really be done, or won't be done.
He didn't have the best upbringing, although he'll argue to the death to defend his parents. Him and his brother have major anger issues and his sister suffers from depression. His brother has been to therapy for his, but dh refuses to go. He's never hit me, but he thinks the way he acts is ok. During an argument he will yell, scream, not let me finish semtences, get in my face, stomp around and slam doors. He reminds me of a little kid throwing a tantrum honestly, and his brother does/did the same thing. Our dryer broke and I had a ton of laundry I was in the middle of doing so I asked him to go pick up a $40 from down the street from craigslist, but he wanted to fix ours (turns out I was right as it was a $500 fix, and we only spent $600 brand new). Anyways, no matter how calm I remain during an argument he just can't stop himself. The dryer day he made dd cry twice from scaring her by yelling. As I was walking out the door at 8pm, with about 6 loads of laundry and a tired 11 month old, he wanted to apologize. I didn't let him, and I didn't say I'm sorry. I said "just because you're not hitting me, doesnt mean it's not abuse. You will not yell in front of Laken again. I've asked you again and again not to, but you ignore me. If it happens again I'm done. I'm packing up and I'm taking her home". So yeah that happened.
My mom has seen dd more than his has. Mine lives 1200 moles away and his lives 15 minutes. At dd birthday party his dad was telling my dad how close to us they live, yet he's only seen her a handful of times. My parents would kill to see her more, and his don't make any sort of effort to, not to mention she has cousins that want to play with her and are closer in age to her there. It breaks their hearts, and it kills me.
I know that bringing another child into this relationship isn't the best thing right now, but we both want another one, and things have gotten much better since I laid everything out that night. But I also know that if we have #2, financially we will need to move to WI where we will have access to free childcare (retired dad and sahm sister). The wrong reason? Probably, but dd would love a full time playmate and I want her to have a sibling to grow up with. There's a 9 year age gap between me and my sister's and I was the annoying sibling that wouldn't go away.
Sorry for the book! Guess I really needed to get it out.