jennijunni
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After losing our sweet baby boy Judah in June, and going through the trauma of his birth and almost dying. I knew that the next pregnaycy would be good, that everything would go well. After all I have 4 healthy children, with no problems with pregnancy or birth. We found out we were pregnant just 2 months after losing Judah, and were over the moon. I was excited, and confident that all was well. We had our appointments, we saw the baby on US 3 times, all healthy, with a great HB! We were so excited, we even started buying things, which I never do, but I was so happy. Until Sunday. I felt more wet than usual, and noticed some yellowish discharge, but thought nothing of it. I layed down, and when I got up I noticed that DC was more brown in color like blood. I immediatley started crying, I could not believe that anything could go wrong, again, this late!! We went to the ED, were I started to feel more confident that all was well, and that it was just a weird bleeding episode. When I got my US I knew right away that our baby had died again. A perfect, baby, dead in my womb at 14w2d. WTH is wrong with my body? I have never had issues, now 2 late term mc in a row in less than 6 months time. I opted for a D&E this time, since last time was catastrophic. I am numb, angry, and feel so broken. To add insult to injury Judahs EDD is tomorrow, I had my D&E on Monday. What an awful week, full of pain, longing, suffering, and unanswered questions. I do not want to be in this club, one time was more than enough pain. I just dont know what to do. Anyone else been through this, and had a successful pregnancy after? They have no idea what went wrong, baby looked fine, placenta looked fine. Is it just bad luck? What?
I am at a loss for words... 
