Cant enjoy anything!!

[xforuiholdonx]

So after the last MC, Im terrified something is going to go wrong. Terrified that at this next appointment, there will not be a heartbeat, same as last time. Everytime I turn around, Im crying, or being depressed over the previous loss. When ever someone asks, "How far along are you?" I respond with "Well im ... but was supposed to be..." Can't seem to help myself. And to make matters worse, my ship date was in 4 days. I had joined the Army but fell pregnant shortly after my boyfriend came home again... Now i know it was my decision and since it happened so quickly, Im not supposed to be there obviously, but it still sucks.. Waaaaaa. When am I going to be able to relax enough enjoy this???
Sorrry for the rant, had to get it off my chest.

 

[QuintinsMommy]

its okay hun,
just keep hope,
one you start feeling baby moving around it will become easier
good luck

 

[jaydensmummy]

You'll feel better once you feel the baby move/kick i didn't have a miscarriage and i"m sorry to hear you suffered one but i kept thinkin' what if something goes wrong until i felt him kick for the 1st time i worried about things all way through my pregnancy though even labour lol i think its just normal to worry over things like that though when you're pregnant especially if you've already gone through 1 MC hope you're ok your LO will be fine xx

 

[annawrigley]

im really sorry for what you went through and am hoping it all goes wonderfully this time round

 

[x-dannielle]

Its so sad what happened last time and im sorry for your loss.
Try to enjoy your pregnancey tho hun and hope everything goes to plan xxx