LDC
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Hi all, I got my bfp on Thursday after losing my baby at 21+5 in July.
I have no idea how far gone I am due to irregular periods since delivery, my last at was the beginning of August and I'm showing now so think I'm closer to 10 weeks. I've booked to see the midwife on Monday who is going to book me in for a scan that day so that I will have one hopefully the same week to date me.
My anxiety is sky high, more so now that I'm showing and don't know how far gone I am. This will be my third pregnancy, I have no worries about anything to do with me pregnancy wise (I'm the lucky one who has zero symptoms at all during pregnancy) but I am SUPER aware that a 12 week scan doesn't mean that you will have your baby and that a 20 week can just destroy you.
I haemorrhaged after delivering my son in July and lost just over two litres of blood; I'm lucky as I'll be consultant led and he's wonderful and agreed for my planned section before I'd even conceived this baby due to my history (dd was an emcs).
I just feel like all the fun and naiveity of pregnancy has been torn away from me, I want to enjoy every second of it but I can't because at any point something could happen. I just wish the 20 week scan were here as that's where my world collapsed before so I can have some glimmer of hope that I will have my rainbow.
Xxx
I have no idea how far gone I am due to irregular periods since delivery, my last at was the beginning of August and I'm showing now so think I'm closer to 10 weeks. I've booked to see the midwife on Monday who is going to book me in for a scan that day so that I will have one hopefully the same week to date me.
My anxiety is sky high, more so now that I'm showing and don't know how far gone I am. This will be my third pregnancy, I have no worries about anything to do with me pregnancy wise (I'm the lucky one who has zero symptoms at all during pregnancy) but I am SUPER aware that a 12 week scan doesn't mean that you will have your baby and that a 20 week can just destroy you.
I haemorrhaged after delivering my son in July and lost just over two litres of blood; I'm lucky as I'll be consultant led and he's wonderful and agreed for my planned section before I'd even conceived this baby due to my history (dd was an emcs).
I just feel like all the fun and naiveity of pregnancy has been torn away from me, I want to enjoy every second of it but I can't because at any point something could happen. I just wish the 20 week scan were here as that's where my world collapsed before so I can have some glimmer of hope that I will have my rainbow.
Xxx