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Hi ladies.
I came off my mini pill in Feb and have been doing bbt temping and OPKs to track ovulation since I stopped taking it. Im onto my 6th chart now.
We had a chemical pregnancy in April.
Im 40 and hubby is 45.
Af came today so its back to CD1 again.
When we first started trying it was so exciting but now I feel no excitement at all.
I just feel defeated, deppressed and ready to throw in the towel.
I've actually cried today. I feel so bad because I have a lovely almost 10 month old son, but I was so hoping we cud give him a sibling close in age to grow up with becuase there is 7 years between him and our DD.
But im so worried there is something wrong with me and I can't get pregnant any more. Well I can but it dont stick.
Im almost certain I'm having another chemical pregnancy.
I had symptoms from 8DPO and then 12DPO they just vanished. I had a faint pink line on frer at 11dpo but then negative the next day.
My period was also 2 days late which never happens im always on time.
Just needed somewhere to rant.
And didn't know where to do it.
Googled ttc at 40 and it says there's only a 5% chance
We have tried so hard. I dont smoke or drink. Ive gone onto decaf tea and im taking vitamins etc and doing the best I can but I'm still not pregnant.
Its getting to the point now where I just want to give up. It feels like its never going to happen.
Sorry for the rant ladies but I've been so down all day today and just needed to get it off my chest
I came off my mini pill in Feb and have been doing bbt temping and OPKs to track ovulation since I stopped taking it. Im onto my 6th chart now.
We had a chemical pregnancy in April.
Im 40 and hubby is 45.
Af came today so its back to CD1 again.
When we first started trying it was so exciting but now I feel no excitement at all.
I just feel defeated, deppressed and ready to throw in the towel.
I've actually cried today. I feel so bad because I have a lovely almost 10 month old son, but I was so hoping we cud give him a sibling close in age to grow up with becuase there is 7 years between him and our DD.
But im so worried there is something wrong with me and I can't get pregnant any more. Well I can but it dont stick.
Im almost certain I'm having another chemical pregnancy.
I had symptoms from 8DPO and then 12DPO they just vanished. I had a faint pink line on frer at 11dpo but then negative the next day.
My period was also 2 days late which never happens im always on time.
Just needed somewhere to rant.
And didn't know where to do it.
Googled ttc at 40 and it says there's only a 5% chance
We have tried so hard. I dont smoke or drink. Ive gone onto decaf tea and im taking vitamins etc and doing the best I can but I'm still not pregnant.
Its getting to the point now where I just want to give up. It feels like its never going to happen.
Sorry for the rant ladies but I've been so down all day today and just needed to get it off my chest