Hi ladies,
bad news im afraid. I turns out that i have a huge ovairian cyst on my right ovary. it is currently holding almost 3 litres of fluid. YES ITS HUGE!!!. I have been in and out of hospital all week ultra sounds blood tests you name if ive had it. So unfortunatly at this point in time we must cease TTC until the cyst has been removed. I will be seeing a specalist next week to determine how the procedure is going to go. Im hoping it will be just a Keyhole surgery.
because the cyst hasnt twisted and caused any ruptures they cannot operate on me as an emergency because this could impact on me in a great way so its best to be seen by a specailist first that is as long as the cyst stays the way it is and dosnt twist in the meantime. If it does or if the pain gets any worse ( i swear i would hate to know what its like to have one rupture cause the pain is unbelievable) i will need to go straight back in
My bloods have came back normal and the cyst appears to be a "normal" cyst in other words its not cancerous. so im greatful for that. Im also greatful that i dug my feet in and demanded to have an ultra sound instead of getting handballed about the place. being told to go home and rest and the pain will go away without doing any testing was not on! not on at all!. Had we became pregnant ( which i think would be pretty hard to anyhow but just say we did) the impact would have been alot more devestating.
Andy and i are devestated. im on strong VERY strong pain killers until i can get this cyst removed. So as soon as im on the road to recovery we will be TTC yet again.
Dont worry ladies i wont be shying away from the forum and i thankyou all for all your wonderful support and i wish the very best for each and every one of you and for your health!. I hope we get some BFPs on this forum very soon!. Its just a shame im not going to be able to share this journey with you all in the same way, however dont worry sandy will still be here to cheer you all up. Just sandy needs to sort herself out first. Im devestated and relieved all at the same time.
However knowing that once im recovered we will be trying more than ever to have a little bubblet and nothing is going to stand in our way. Andy and i are more determined than ever before!.
lots of love! xxx Sandy
Still cramping today and had heartburn twice yesterday and I never have that! I'm becoming hopeful!
not a baby anymore!
still got cramping in my tummy, along with back ache but I feel feverish 
fx for lots of BFP in the near future x
for you all......
soon 
for you love, I'm so sorry Hun but at least ur in the process of getting it removed, keep us updated missy....xxxx
