Hey Kimsu hope your good and well.
Yes i must admid im sure if i told Andy that i talk about our sex life im sure he would go the shade of a tomato and im glad he dosnt have a shell cause im sure he would crawl back into it and hide on me! hehehe.
Last month i has so very obsessed with all of this and it came as quite an unplanned suprise when i started to develop symptoms and ruled everything out and then thought perhaps i was pregnant. Then i kept getting negatives and thinking omg what is wrong with me!. Especially since OH and me was very happily suprised that we could very well be having a baby. and it devestated us when we didnt get the results we was hoping for. So then we got very serious talking about it all and discussing if we really wanted to truly TTC and we both felt exactly the same way and i guess i got all caught up in the excitement and omg it was the longest couple of weeks for a very long time!.
I was given some awsome advice and advice i know we all know too well and know we should be able to do but YES easier said than done!. I found i needed to focus again on other things than TTC. start enjoying the things i have loved doing. Or perhaps in your case find something new that you can perhaps develop an interest for.
Amongst all the worry last month i decided thats it i need to get out of this city i need to just get away from everything for a while ( i have been on a bit of a personal rollercoaster over the last few months) nothing serious but it certainly hasnt helped the stress of things. So i decided thats it i need to get away so we are now planning a little holiday away in July for a week.
And it really helped me take my mind of things and be excited about going away and catching up with friends etc. And i know money is tight and we all just cant decide to pack up and go on holiday but perhaps organise a nice quiet weekend away or something like that.
And you know what it has really relaxed me and has made me feel even more closer to OH than ever before but we are great together and communicate very very well. Im such a lucky lady to have found such an amazing man i truly am blessed. I thank god every day for Andy comming into my life. He truly is an amazing guy.
SORRY got all mushy again!. today is quite an emotional day today no apparent reason for it. Just one of those days where you just feel so loved and so in love. and its been this way from the day we met. I mean sure we havent agreed on everything and we have our little moments but they are nothing at the end of the day. He is very committed to me and isnt afraid of showing his sensitive side which i find very VERY attractive in such a strong hard working man.

Ok thats it gonna be quite now!! hahaha. Oh im glad we can share our feelings so openly. god i wouldnt be able to share this kind of thing to my family! hahaha