Well i went to the doctors and she was so nice and very understanding.
She could tell when i walked in that i wasnt my normal self and she said the main thing was that i tried to come off the tablets.
She said that although its never considered safe to take anything whilst pregnant, it was more important for my well being that i stay on the citalopram. Not being on them has a very negative effect on me,and ultimately i would've ended up getting much worse.
The doc wants me to try 10mg for one more week and if after that week i feel i am not getting any better then i can take 20mg every other day and 10mg every other day, alternating the dose day by day (if you follow me).
i do feel bad for taking the tablets, i am worried about whats happening to my baby.... but.... i know there would be no baby if i dont have these tablets. I would have ended up having a termination because of the way i was feeling.
I am starting to feel excited about the baby again now and started looking at baby clothes and talking about it more... so i know i am on the mend.
Thanks to all of you who sent me a pm and those who posted on this thread x x