Hey ladies, I haven't posted in a while but I had to hear what you all thought about this.... Jaedan is now 3 months old, almost 4 months, and I have yet to see an actual period like it was before. I had two days of very light bleeding (looked brownish??) last month and I took a pregnancy test which was negative, and the same thing is happening now. Its been 3 days so far.. Still very light. I took a pregnancy test (2 actually) last week and they were both negative as well. BUT, I'm having some symptoms that worry me a bit.. I'm hungry ALL the time! I could eat anything at anytime and still want more.. I feel kind of sick... Not actually throwing up or anything yet, but I feel the nausea creeping up on me.. Very emotional, I've been crying a lot lately.. And I'm tired as well.. I thought that I was feeling flutters in my lower abdomen, which I ignored, but I'm really thinking now, if it might be, what I think it is. If it had been any other time, this would have been great seeing that I want a big family, but right now the timing couldn't be more wrong.. I feel horrible for even thinking this but I can't go through with this if I am pregnant.. not right now.. I feel like there's no way anyone could ever know about this.. Because I know that everyone is just going to think that I'm irresponsible, which I feel like I am.. I guess this is just mine and OH's little secret.. well ours and all of you of course.. What do you think ladies??? Any and all comments/suggestions are welcome.. and soon!!