italianlady14
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Okay, I just need to vent. I miscarried (6 wks, blighted ovum, first pregnancy) weeks ago. This week is my first period since the m/c and of course this week my hormones are intense and one coworker is whining about his new baby keeping him up and while the other one talks about his daughter in law about to give birth anyday. ALL I HEAR is baby talk. I told the coworker with the newborn about my mc, so he knows but isnt very sensative, but I work with all men....most have kids and families...but I know they won't understand and asking them not to talk about it I fear makes me appear wimpy. I am an engineer and I do my best to prove I can "hang with the guys". But man, I just want to scream at them to shut up. I can't take it. We can't try for another two months and its going to be such a long, frustrating wait for me. It is a long and frustratin wait. And I cant handle the newborn talk. Kid talk I can take, it hurts a bit, bt nothing like hearing about how someone else has an easy first pregnancy and I lost mine. I just dont how much I can take, butI just don't want to tell them. Sigh. I dont know how anyone gets past this. Everytime I think I'm okay, something makes that pain fresh again.