Hopin&Prayin
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Well actually today it was due (Sunday) I tested early this morning and within 30 seconds 2 lines still I never seen two lines.. Im so crushed. I finally conceived and it was taken away from in within a day. Im devasted! How do you ever get over this
Thank you hun. I really appreciate it. My Oh does"nt know yet. I feel like a failure enough. Were not talking and I just feel I need some time and space to heal. I finally broke the news to my Mom, that was difficult considering she hates my Oh. We started talking about names too and then bam the cramps kicked in and I started to spot then it picked u going from pink to light brown to dark brown then burnt red?? ... Soo I assume its AF.. Im soo lost right now but theres nothing I can do.. Im going to see how the flow is and if it stops like it has All day. and go from there. Its just down right cruel how our bodies can be. Maybe I had low progestrone? Break through bleeding hell maybe late IB? I just want answers!! I can"t sleep its almost 1am here.. I guess the only thing I can do is wait and see and pray for a miracle...
Thank you hun. I really appreciate it. My Oh does"nt know yet. I feel like a failure enough. Were not talking and I just feel I need some time and space to heal. I finally broke the news to my Mom, that was difficult considering she hates my Oh. We started talking about names too and then bam the cramps kicked in and I started to spot then it picked u going from pink to light brown to dark brown then burnt red?? ... Soo I assume its AF.. Im soo lost right now but theres nothing I can do.. Im going to see how the flow is and if it stops like it has All day. and go from there. Its just down right cruel how our bodies can be. Maybe I had low progestrone? Break through bleeding hell maybe late IB? I just want answers!! I can"t sleep its almost 1am here.. I guess the only thing I can do is wait and see and pray for a miracle...