I have been feeling a bit uncomfortable low down on my abdomen. I wasn't too worried because I figured it was just stretching and I have a cough so maybe I pulled a muscle but I though since I was phoning for a antenatal appointment I would ask if I could speak to the midwife.. . how hard can this be? They made it so difficult I got in quite a state. Now I really DO feel worried and upset. I don't see why I can't be given a phone number for my midwife, or get her to ring me, but instead they make me ring the hospital, but they give me the wrong number, then I get transferred to another bit, that doesnt answer and all the while I am gradually loosing my wit and will to live. And even if everything is ok, I have a sense of dread because if something were to go wrong, I don't think anyone would help me I fel a bit emotional because my mum had a miscarriage round about now and did her best to scare me shitless. It worked. I would go to bed but I have a stupid housing inspection. thus ends my rant.