Depressed fed up and emotional

[Jenniebelle]

Just a rant really now 1 week 1 day over Due and feeling totally fed up everyone else is having their babies why ain't I ? I've not even had any signs ive tried everything except castor oil which I won't do due to a friends baby being still born after the effects of castor oil in birth

I've got spd and I'm struggling to walk/ get up I've got a burning pain at the top of my bump and spend all day now obsessing that this babyis gona come out about 10lb+ and I feel embarrassed now to go into school as people keep saying god your still here if I had a penny for time someone's said that to me

I'm due to be induced on Monday night and if that happens I will be waving goodbye to the water birth I've longed for and fought for all pregnancy

I feel like everything is against me this pregnancy it's been one thing after another baby having heart problem then breech then back now being over I know I'm being silly and god worse things are happening I just feel sooo fed up now

Thanks for reading I hate moaning I think I'm slightly hormonal lol

 

[Dizzy321]

our babies certainly do not want to part with mummy do they!? I am also getting anxious hun, wondering why he does not want to come out, and the risks with being overdue and how big baby will be growing in there everyday.

I am not having any signs at all really

I hope we go into natural labour so to avoid induction on Monday
x

 

[lalitas charm]

I really feel for both of you! I can't imagine how horrible it must be. You are more than entitled to feel a bit down and emotional!! I'm sure that people mean well asking about baby but I'm sure it isn't helpful at all. I really hope that things get started for you both very very soon!!

 

[Jenniebelle]

Omg Paula if I was still in Northallerton I would drive up to you and drag us both up rose berry topping lol :0)

 

[Dizzy321]

Is that where you come from?

 

[Jenniebelle]

No I'm from Romford Essex but my hubby in army was posted to raf leeming so lived there for 6 years I went to Teesside uni Middlesbrough and used to shop and go bingo all time at Teesside park I'm desperate to move back up north loved it x

 

[Dizzy321]

ahh right not many people say they would rather live up here in Teesside lol.
teesside park is 5 min drive from me
and boro is quite a good shopping place

 

[Jenniebelle]

Lol trust me much better than Essex it's very dangerous here and not a great place for kids to grow up in there's some lovely places in Essex but it's very towie and if you don't have range rover u just don't cut it I'm a country girl done the whole london working thing give me parmo over pie and mash any day

 

[disney doll]

oh hun i can feel your fustration x Don't have any advice for you except your LO will come when ready and babies seem to be very stubborn! Keep your chin up as the hormones certainly do kick in towards the end on top of feeling so bloody uncomfortable xx

 

[Dizzy321]

sounds good to me!! woohoo for the parmo
and I did wonder if its like towie in essex lol!
we do have lovely countryside here

 

[Jenniebelle]

Yeah it really is in fact Chloe Simms is a good friend of mine we went to school together and I know quite a lot of the cast I used to work for Amys dad billy when I was at school on his market stool Lol it's funny watching them all on telly and very cringey haha

So when do you recon we will finally pop ? Do you think we're the furthest ones on here ?

 

[Dizzy321]

Oh wow that must be fab watching them on tv.....she seems nice Chloe, but joey essex do you know Amy then? yeah Billy sells everything doesnt he? lol

I have no clue, I am really thinking I will be going to hospital on Monday. and I never thought of us being the most pregnant BnB members lol

 

[Jenniebelle]

Chloe really is lovely and joey really is that thick yep I know Amy harry Gemma frankie Chloe and joey I've got some pics of me and them but I don't know how to upload on here

I recon we are the most pregnant you know and I recon I'll have it Monday too but on the plus side paula this time next week we will have our babies

 

[Dizzy321]

Chloe really is lovely and joey really is that thick yep I know Amy harry Gemma frankie Chloe and joey I've got some pics of me and them but I don't know how to upload on here

I recon we are the most pregnant you know and I recon I'll have it Monday too but on the plus side paula this time next week we will have our babies

this is true

aww would have loved to have seen those pics!! I really like Gemma x