abitnervous
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Hi all,
I miscarried back in may, although I think it was June before it was completely over. We tried to get pregnant in July, but no luck.
Now I find I can't bear the trying anymore. It's a combination of too much disappointment when it doesn't work, and also I'm really scared that seeing as my body messed it up once, it'll mess it up again.
Also, and I apologize for how this sounds as I know it makes me look awful, but I'm now terrified that my body will make a baby with special needs and I don't think I'm a big enough person to be able to deal with that.
All this is adding up to us not having anymore kids, which I know my husband will be sad about. I'm also sad for my perfect son who won't get a sibling.
I guess what I'm saying is maybe I should be happy with the family I've got? I don't want to mess it up by getting greedy...
Anyone else feel like this? Did it pass? Did you go on to have another?
Thankyou xx
I miscarried back in may, although I think it was June before it was completely over. We tried to get pregnant in July, but no luck.
Now I find I can't bear the trying anymore. It's a combination of too much disappointment when it doesn't work, and also I'm really scared that seeing as my body messed it up once, it'll mess it up again.
Also, and I apologize for how this sounds as I know it makes me look awful, but I'm now terrified that my body will make a baby with special needs and I don't think I'm a big enough person to be able to deal with that.
All this is adding up to us not having anymore kids, which I know my husband will be sad about. I'm also sad for my perfect son who won't get a sibling.
I guess what I'm saying is maybe I should be happy with the family I've got? I don't want to mess it up by getting greedy...
Anyone else feel like this? Did it pass? Did you go on to have another?
Thankyou xx