Do you ever have that sense.....

I'm so with u i'm 7DPO and i know i'm about to embark on cycle number 6 to, it really isn't fair. XXX

 

Me too! Not sure howe many DPO as not sure that i did actually ov this month, got to day 27 on my CBFM then got 2 days of high but then straight back down to low with no peak! Trouble is I dont really know when to expect af as i dont think I even ov'd!

 

I had that last month, my bd was not not on time so it would have been a huge shock if i were pg...it was kind of sad cos my cycles are so long.

 

We have done tons of BD as usual but i just know as usual we wont get lucky

 

my cycles are usually 34 -35 days so quite long anyway, but i have a feeling this is gonig to be really long one!

 

Yeah you do, no PMA left at all

 

it seems if you practice while at school it is that easy! God Damn British Education haha

 

I know what you mean, every month I get my af I'm starting to feel more and more sad.

 

I am about 6 dpo (think FF is a day or two out!). I know I am gonna be sooooooooo gutted if I am out this month. EVERY hour I look at my bust to see if it has swollen or feels heavy. In a way I have such a longing for it to work yet such a gut feeling that it won't.

but.. we're not out yet all our AF's have yet to show so fingers crossed for everyone.

Millerette - have you been using ur CBFM for long? I got my first peak this month, the third month using it. Its lovely to get a peak but highs are good to. It defo takes a few months for the monitor to get to know ur cycle.

 

I'm at the point where I actually don't care anymore. I mean, ya, I'd love to be pregnant and I'm keeping track of symptoms and all that but I kinda really don't care. I'm sure I don't sound like it in my posts but I feel like shrugging my shoulders and say big deal at this point. Feeling blah.

 

I know how you all feel - ditto. I am on cycle 7 ttc and am definitly starting to feel a bit discouraged. Every month that goes by it feels like more and more of a long shot....

 

I know exactly how you all feel...like someone else said on here- I get more and more sad every month when it doesn't happen. Especially when I just FELT like I was preggo. It's happened twice where I was SO sure that I was. (Obviously wrong both times). I have almost given up now too. I HATE that awful disappointment when AF shows her ugly face again. I am praying for us all! Keep your heads up!

 

We timed BD bang on this cycle! But I can't help thinking it was a waste of time because even if we did get it right, the OH's low SC just seems to rob me of any hope The Doc keeps saying "it only takes one!"... but if his motility is only 15% what freakin good will that do me?! Admittedly it might have improved over the last few months, since his last SA but still... a low SC is still a low SC I'm currently on CD 45 and 6DPO... so I guess we'll soon find out!

 

I OV yesterday and we've been twice a day for this past 4 days and will do for about another 4 days, but i know how you all feel, i think this month is just gonna be a waste of time, i just cant see it happening! Think im scared from last month when the played games on me (i was 5 days late and no ) shes cruel! Fingers crossed for everyone, i always pray for everyone whos TTC cuz its hard work!

 

awwww girls, come on..keep up the pma!

I know its hard but you have to beleive your all going to get there!!!!

sending you all some

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i'm so convinced its not my month i'm goin out getting tipsy tonight!

 

Not out yet! Pinching and pressure on my left side, barely noticeable!

 

Thats the spirit!!!!
Good luck sweetie xxx