Obviously breastfeeding cant be shared but I feel so unsupported. I feel I have no one who understands how hard Im finding everything. He sleeps downstairs and I just do the nights alone, then get up and sort my other daughter out in the mornings. It has been like this since I came home from hospital, I have had no rest at all and no help. Its like if i ask him to hold Summer its a chore so most of the time I dont. It just depends on his mood. He was great at first, very loving towards me. Now hes so snappy and quick to jump down my throat. Im not going to argue with him I have too much to concentrate on. I just feel down and alone at times. Im not complaining I know how hard being a mum is and my girls are totally worth it, I just think they have 2 parents for a reason?