todbabybump
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Hey everyone hope your all okay. Today would of been my due date for the baby i lost at 17 weeks 5 months ago and i just cannot cope today ive been really ratty crying e.t.c its made harder because ive wanted to try again but oh hasnt i have the implant and my sex drive is totally non existant so me and oh have been argueing loads as he thibks i dont want him but i do i just cant get in the mood every little thing today is making me angry or upset i jusst wish i could be holding my baby in my arms instead of sitting here crying i m finiding it so hard to cope it had gotten better my grandad passed last month so my mind had been occupied but today is just so hard i just need some reasurrance i think and a chat. Sorry for moaning lol just had to get it off my chest. X