Chevygirl94
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It was a total surprise, after 6 months of trying with my fiance.. Thought it wasnt possible. Had really bad morning sickness, ended up in hospital at 6 weeks and an iv. At 8 weeks, went in for upper chest pains, gallstones were in ultrasound of gallbladder. They checked, no heart beat, i was just 8 weeks, no need to worry she said. Didnt get my first prenatal till 13 weeks, and she couldnt find a heartbeat,I was all alone to hear the news. Next day, blood work and a sonogram. My worst fears were confirmed. She gave me 3 options, wait, [Baby stopped growing 5 weeks prior] Medication, or D&C. I opted for meds. Now I wish I had a D&C, because I felt so much pain, It ended up feeling like contractions, because the pain came in spurts and got closer and closer, then I felt a drop and a bunch of clear liquid came out, I saw everything, and too much and more than anyone should ever see. Now here I am I cant get any of the pictures out of my mind.. All I keep hearing is, your young you didnt need it, or you have a life ahead of you to try again. That doesnt help my sadness....
I am also recovering from a miscarriage (mmc) on May 30 - I know how you feel. Sending lots and lots of hugs.
