Hey Girls, I've finally stopped shaking after the latest S**t my idiot "brother" has caused. I'm not sure if you've seen my previous posts about his behaviour but he's just caused trouble after trouble and in the end i cut him out of my life after i lost the twins and he used it to make everyone feel sorry for him! But tonight i've had a call from my ex's mum (whom he now lives with) to put things right with him. She is the only women in the world i'm scared of and he gets her to call me at my home! I've not seen her since i left her son and she got nasty all of about 8 years ago! I was seriously shaking for like an hour after the call and now i can't even get calm enough to want to go to bed! All this adrenalin can't be good for my baby! If he's found out about Roo and decided this is the only reason he wants back in my life I'm not going to let him back in. He's hurt me so bad over the years i'm not about to let him in my childs life! What can't the crap you cut out of your life stay out?