Hi Just wanted to write on here as I dunno what else to do. Feeling so down. My baby is 13 days old and I have a 5 yr old daughter. Wow how much things change with a new arrival? I love her to pieces but i just feel so alone. Haven't seen any of my friends since becoming pregnant and tbh I can see who was there for me and who wasn't so they can piss off now! But anyways I have no help at home. My partner trys but tbh a lot of the time he is selfish and doesnt do anything. I don't even feel like I have had time to recover from the birth. I have had a really bad migraine from yesterday and nothing is shifting it. Im so tired and think im gonna give up breastfeeding (i have another thread on this issue). At least my crying has stopped now because those baby blues were awful. Just feeling overall rubbish and at a loose end. Like im not doing anything right, I dont feel i have the time with my other daughter which breaks my heart. Sorry i know this doesnt even make much sense im just rambling but its how i feel.