We have only been actively trying now for 3 cycles but its really getting to me.
I really feel for people who have been trying for months on end and getting no where.
Cycle 1 i got BFP and had a CP so it was a 71 day cycle (didnt bleed until next AF was due)
Cycle 2 BFN.
Im on cycle 3 now.
1 and 2 i ovulated on CD20, 2nd cycle was confirmed with OPK and BBT.
This month ive had a positive OPK for 2 days and now its gone negative again (faint line) Yet ive not ovulated, But its early in my cycle think im CD12.
I just feel like its not going to happen, OH doesnt want me to put pressure on it happening as he feels like BD is being "forced" around ovulation (that sounds horrible but like its a chore not fun- so a lot of the time he says no) he says it will happen when it happens, but im too impatient for that!
I just wish my body had not geared up to ovulate and then didnt! i got my hopes up for them to just come crashing down.
Ive been and had blood tests on CD3 and everything came back as normal, but im still panicking ive got PCOS or something else (i dont know why)
I just get annoyed when it happens so easily for some and not for others
Why cant there be a switch that just turns and BOOM your pregnant!
I need to calm down but dont know how to and really dont want to be getting depressed again, it took me long enough to get off anti-depressants in the first place.
OH thinks im obsessing about it too much, but i cant help it, its in my nature lol
What do you do to take your mind off it? i think about it 99% of the time, i read online that your ovaries could be failing if you get a LH serge and no ovulation, so i am panicking i cant have kids!
Argh! i think i am losing my mind
I really feel for people who have been trying for months on end and getting no where.
Cycle 1 i got BFP and had a CP so it was a 71 day cycle (didnt bleed until next AF was due)
Cycle 2 BFN.
Im on cycle 3 now.
1 and 2 i ovulated on CD20, 2nd cycle was confirmed with OPK and BBT.
This month ive had a positive OPK for 2 days and now its gone negative again (faint line) Yet ive not ovulated, But its early in my cycle think im CD12.
I just feel like its not going to happen, OH doesnt want me to put pressure on it happening as he feels like BD is being "forced" around ovulation (that sounds horrible but like its a chore not fun- so a lot of the time he says no) he says it will happen when it happens, but im too impatient for that!
I just wish my body had not geared up to ovulate and then didnt! i got my hopes up for them to just come crashing down.
Ive been and had blood tests on CD3 and everything came back as normal, but im still panicking ive got PCOS or something else (i dont know why)
I just get annoyed when it happens so easily for some and not for others
Why cant there be a switch that just turns and BOOM your pregnant!
I need to calm down but dont know how to and really dont want to be getting depressed again, it took me long enough to get off anti-depressants in the first place.
OH thinks im obsessing about it too much, but i cant help it, its in my nature lol
What do you do to take your mind off it? i think about it 99% of the time, i read online that your ovaries could be failing if you get a LH serge and no ovulation, so i am panicking i cant have kids!
Argh! i think i am losing my mind