I've noticed how very different I feel TTC this time around. Before, I was very positive towards the idea, excited and longing to get pregnant. This time I just feel so odd about it. I do want to have kids but I don't feel as much longing for it. Has anyone felt similar to this? I'm guessing it's because I'm still getting over the emotional side of the mc and part of me doesn't want to have to risk going through that again. I've also decided (at least for now) not to take any pregnancy tests. My thinking is, if I take one and it's negative it might lower my mood even further. If I take one and its positive, I'll start stressing over losing the pregnancy. So by not finding out I'm in a semi-happy middle spot? Anyone else feel like this after their loss?