Feeling down today

[missandrea90]

I just wish it wasn't this hard
I know I shouldn't complain since it does take some couples far longer than I've been waiting, but I just expected it to be easier.
Most of my friends that got the BFP didn't even want it. Why do the people that don't want it seem to be able to get PG like it's nothing but yet those that would kill to be in their position don't get the chance?
I've never wanted anything more in my life than to be a mom. Since I was 20, that was all I ever wanted. I told myself that by 23 I would have a child in my arms. My 23rd bithday is in 10 months. Ugh.
Sorry to sound like a crybaby I am just feeling really defeated today.

 

[Jett55]

Completely understand I'm only 20 and I feel like it's never going to happen. All my friends have babies & most of em don't even take care of em themself its super unfair I keep wondering what kind of God allows a,woman to become pregnant just to abort it or not even take care of it? Things I'll never understand :/

 

[Mrs B.]

 

[Sam10]

Hang in there! I know how hard it is to be positive right now but you gotta keep your head up. Gotta keep yourself as healthy as possible physically and mentally.

 

[missandrea90]

Thanks everyone. I'm just persistent and I'm not used to not getting what I want.and I know it's selfish of me, but all my PG friends just make me mad everytime I talk to them. They don't do anything wrong, I'm just mad because they are experiencing something I'm not able to right now.

 

[Jett55]

completely understand