I have had 2 miscarriages this year, one in feb at 7 weeks and 1 in may at 11 weeks. My friend just announced today that she is 18 weeks pregnant, i am really happy for her but also very upset and angry as she had not been ttc. I have been ttc for 1 and half years and life just feels so unfair. I cant stop crying i just keep thinking i should be a mum by now.