I just had a look on my fb and one of my hubbys ex gf sisters commented on his status. I had a look from my profile and she has pics of her and her sister(hubbies ex) on her profile.Well they were engaged to be married so they were more than just dating. She just looks so perfect..blond and beautifull and i feel so fat,frumpy and ugly after seeing what she looked like. To think he could ave been married to her but instead he has me who is always in tracky bottoms with my hair tied up and no make up. I just feel really crap and where i wasnt feeling particularly sexy before i feel even less so now. I know im growing a another little person and i am so gratefull esp after losing our little boy last year.....but i feel so sorry for my husband being married to someone like me who looks like ive been dragged through a bush backwards and im always ill and on bedrest with this bubba.