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After all these hospital trips, all the tests I've had done to me, I've just had enough. I keep thinking about asking to be induced at around 37 weeks and that thought makes me feel so guilty and selfish.
I'm suffering from tachycardia with heart palpitations. I've been in hospital multiple times, had many tests run (some even potentially harmful to me and baby) and so far, no one has been able to work out what's causing the issue. The doctors think it's just my body struggling to cope with the final stages of pregnancy but running test after test just incase.
If when all the testing is finally over, they can't give me anything more than "it's just a pregnancy thing", part of me wants to be induced from around 37 weeks. I've been dealing with this for roughly 5 weeks so far. I can't even walk from my bed to the toilet without becoming breathless. My heart rate hadn't been below 100bpm in about a month. I'm struggling to cope with it now. I'm on constant bed rest until the problem can be solved. I know it sounds selfish but I don't want to spend the rest of my pregnancy cooped up in bed, struggling to breathe whenever I roll over or get up to go loo.
Baby is perfect. Perfect heart rate. Perfect movement. Perfect size. If there was not going to be any harm to baby, part of me is seriously contemplating asking to be induced as I'm really struggling now with my health. I can't keep this up for another 8 weeks (give or take).
I've never wanted to be induced and want baby to come out when s/he is ready but it's putting strain on my heart and causing breathing issues. At what point do you stop abd think, no I have to do this for my own health. If it wasn't my heart or lungs, I'd never consider asking to be induced early. But until they can prove my life isn't in any danger, they're treating my health complications as life threatening. I've already had multiple chest scans (one with the use of radioactive isotopes being injected into my veins) and had my blood thinned incase I had a blood clot on my lung. We've found my lungs are clear and I have no clots so now they're focusing on my heart with a 24 hour ECG to start with.
What would you do in this situation? Would you spend the next 8 weeks in bed, struggling to breathe whenever you rolled over, until baby was ready to come out? Or would you ask to be induced earlier (providing there was no risk to baby) to take the strain off your heart? I feel so guilty and selfish just for having these thoughts but I'm laying here, in bed, on my left side, having to take big deep breaths. I'm not doing anything and yet I can't breathe normally, I constantly feel out of breath. It's a truly horrible feeling and on occasion can cause migraines and sleepless nights.
Seriously what would you do? Am I really a horrible, selfish person for even considering being induced from 37 weeks? Baby is perfectly healthy, but I feel my health is getting worse with each passing week. I wouldn't ask to be induced before I was 37 weeks just so we're clear.
-AussieBub
I'm suffering from tachycardia with heart palpitations. I've been in hospital multiple times, had many tests run (some even potentially harmful to me and baby) and so far, no one has been able to work out what's causing the issue. The doctors think it's just my body struggling to cope with the final stages of pregnancy but running test after test just incase.
If when all the testing is finally over, they can't give me anything more than "it's just a pregnancy thing", part of me wants to be induced from around 37 weeks. I've been dealing with this for roughly 5 weeks so far. I can't even walk from my bed to the toilet without becoming breathless. My heart rate hadn't been below 100bpm in about a month. I'm struggling to cope with it now. I'm on constant bed rest until the problem can be solved. I know it sounds selfish but I don't want to spend the rest of my pregnancy cooped up in bed, struggling to breathe whenever I roll over or get up to go loo.
Baby is perfect. Perfect heart rate. Perfect movement. Perfect size. If there was not going to be any harm to baby, part of me is seriously contemplating asking to be induced as I'm really struggling now with my health. I can't keep this up for another 8 weeks (give or take).
I've never wanted to be induced and want baby to come out when s/he is ready but it's putting strain on my heart and causing breathing issues. At what point do you stop abd think, no I have to do this for my own health. If it wasn't my heart or lungs, I'd never consider asking to be induced early. But until they can prove my life isn't in any danger, they're treating my health complications as life threatening. I've already had multiple chest scans (one with the use of radioactive isotopes being injected into my veins) and had my blood thinned incase I had a blood clot on my lung. We've found my lungs are clear and I have no clots so now they're focusing on my heart with a 24 hour ECG to start with.
What would you do in this situation? Would you spend the next 8 weeks in bed, struggling to breathe whenever you rolled over, until baby was ready to come out? Or would you ask to be induced earlier (providing there was no risk to baby) to take the strain off your heart? I feel so guilty and selfish just for having these thoughts but I'm laying here, in bed, on my left side, having to take big deep breaths. I'm not doing anything and yet I can't breathe normally, I constantly feel out of breath. It's a truly horrible feeling and on occasion can cause migraines and sleepless nights.
Seriously what would you do? Am I really a horrible, selfish person for even considering being induced from 37 weeks? Baby is perfectly healthy, but I feel my health is getting worse with each passing week. I wouldn't ask to be induced before I was 37 weeks just so we're clear.
-AussieBub