nightkd
Mum to two!
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I'm pretty eager to start TTC with my boyfriend of almost a year and a half, as far as I see it if we started trying now, it might take a couple of months for me to conceive and then the 9 months on top of that. We're surely gonna have our own place by then and BF will be employed again. I'll have got my home business set up (which having a baby on the way will motivate me more to do..) but he's being completely off about the idea.
When we first started going out he said he wouldn't want kids, but he seemed to warm to the idea when he saw that not all kids were little brats (met my bro and sis 3 + 1) and decided he would want kids one day, maybe 2 or 3.
I've obviously been mentioning the idea to him as I'm getting pretty impatient because he keeps chopping and changing his mind. And suggested today maybe starting to try next july so we'd have an april baby, or at least spring/summer.. He completely got all negative about it, didn't even consider it or say maybe (even though he's been saying perhaps when we get our own place we could start trying-which'll be sooner).
I'm just getting fed up with him. He keeps making these comments about how 'if I were pregnant' he'd have to give me a 'home abortion' but he makes it much meaner than just saying that. He doesn't mean it, but it hurts. He's threatening me AND my potential baby/ies..
It's getting me down, the only thing I want to achieve workwise is to set up my home business, and so I'll be at home the whole time and can look after a baby. At the end of the day it's gonna be ME doing all the childcare, but he has these really set views on 'marriage before babies' or if I was pregnant he'd marry me. I don't WANT to marry him yet, maybe in a few years time, 5 or something, but I want to start a family NOW or within the next year/year and a half. The only thing stopping me from REALLY wanting to try is the fact we live with my mum, when we get our own place, why wait??!
I wouldn't mind if he said definately in a year, or two or something, but he just keeps chopping and changing.
(You might've seen my other thread where I'm still not sure if my negative was accurate, I'm pretty sure I'm NOT pregnant, just making extra certain..)
Anyway, rant over. Everything's just making me upset . I'm struggling to find a job, anxiety issues aren't helping that; I just think that a baby I could have NOW, I could just decide and have it (fingers crossed anyway). A part of my life I could actually control somewhat. I'm ready, OH says he'll stick by me but isn't ready-would surely just slot into the role of daddy when he knows a baby is on the way... It's so FRUSTRATING.
I just need some words of support or something. Any ideas on making him change his mind?
I obviously can't force him to want a baby now, but it's making me consider whether I want to be with him. We don't want the same thing and he makes sound like...well, if I got pregnant, even if he said he wanted it, that he's going to spoil my pregnancy with worries and general negativity. I'm one of those spur of the moment girlies "everything will work out in the end" and I like to keep my life MOVING. At the moment it's kinda getting boring and that makes me sad.
He's more question everything, "what if" think about trying to make things work rather than just letting them.
Go with the flow man!!! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
When we first started going out he said he wouldn't want kids, but he seemed to warm to the idea when he saw that not all kids were little brats (met my bro and sis 3 + 1) and decided he would want kids one day, maybe 2 or 3.
I've obviously been mentioning the idea to him as I'm getting pretty impatient because he keeps chopping and changing his mind. And suggested today maybe starting to try next july so we'd have an april baby, or at least spring/summer.. He completely got all negative about it, didn't even consider it or say maybe (even though he's been saying perhaps when we get our own place we could start trying-which'll be sooner).
I'm just getting fed up with him. He keeps making these comments about how 'if I were pregnant' he'd have to give me a 'home abortion' but he makes it much meaner than just saying that. He doesn't mean it, but it hurts. He's threatening me AND my potential baby/ies..
It's getting me down, the only thing I want to achieve workwise is to set up my home business, and so I'll be at home the whole time and can look after a baby. At the end of the day it's gonna be ME doing all the childcare, but he has these really set views on 'marriage before babies' or if I was pregnant he'd marry me. I don't WANT to marry him yet, maybe in a few years time, 5 or something, but I want to start a family NOW or within the next year/year and a half. The only thing stopping me from REALLY wanting to try is the fact we live with my mum, when we get our own place, why wait??!
I wouldn't mind if he said definately in a year, or two or something, but he just keeps chopping and changing.
(You might've seen my other thread where I'm still not sure if my negative was accurate, I'm pretty sure I'm NOT pregnant, just making extra certain..)
Anyway, rant over. Everything's just making me upset . I'm struggling to find a job, anxiety issues aren't helping that; I just think that a baby I could have NOW, I could just decide and have it (fingers crossed anyway). A part of my life I could actually control somewhat. I'm ready, OH says he'll stick by me but isn't ready-would surely just slot into the role of daddy when he knows a baby is on the way... It's so FRUSTRATING.
I just need some words of support or something. Any ideas on making him change his mind?
I obviously can't force him to want a baby now, but it's making me consider whether I want to be with him. We don't want the same thing and he makes sound like...well, if I got pregnant, even if he said he wanted it, that he's going to spoil my pregnancy with worries and general negativity. I'm one of those spur of the moment girlies "everything will work out in the end" and I like to keep my life MOVING. At the moment it's kinda getting boring and that makes me sad.
He's more question everything, "what if" think about trying to make things work rather than just letting them.
Go with the flow man!!! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.