gaby
Married, but not ttc
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Sorry, coulnt think where i should post this
Just got a phone call telling me I didnt get the job. Managed to distract myself for a while watching tv, but now i just feel so down about it. I was sure i'd get it. But i was just kidding myself i suppose. I'd have given anything to get that job, yet they say I didnt get it because I lack drive.
I was relying on that job so much. It had training, which was the reason i was so determined to get it. And i built up so much confidence during the process. I'd only had 2 interviews before going for this job, and neither were as long or well structured as these two, but I thought that went so well.
I have no idea what to do now. I dont know what jobs to look for, or if I should get a random job and do a course in something. But i'm the kind of person that gets put off really easily, and now i just dont want to look for a job anymore. I really put my heart into trying to get this one, and look where that's left me. Rejected while they hire some school kid that doesnt even have their grades yet. As soon as I saw the other girl walk out of her interview part of me knew she'd get the job. At least, i think it was just down to me and her. Could have been more for all I know, but i think i was the only one who'd already finished school.
And this morning I got a negative pregnancy test. Probably a good think i suupose, concidering DH and I and on an income of £5000, ignoring what his dad earns.
I just feel so lost again.
And I was having the best day too
Just got a phone call telling me I didnt get the job. Managed to distract myself for a while watching tv, but now i just feel so down about it. I was sure i'd get it. But i was just kidding myself i suppose. I'd have given anything to get that job, yet they say I didnt get it because I lack drive.
I was relying on that job so much. It had training, which was the reason i was so determined to get it. And i built up so much confidence during the process. I'd only had 2 interviews before going for this job, and neither were as long or well structured as these two, but I thought that went so well.
I have no idea what to do now. I dont know what jobs to look for, or if I should get a random job and do a course in something. But i'm the kind of person that gets put off really easily, and now i just dont want to look for a job anymore. I really put my heart into trying to get this one, and look where that's left me. Rejected while they hire some school kid that doesnt even have their grades yet. As soon as I saw the other girl walk out of her interview part of me knew she'd get the job. At least, i think it was just down to me and her. Could have been more for all I know, but i think i was the only one who'd already finished school.
And this morning I got a negative pregnancy test. Probably a good think i suupose, concidering DH and I and on an income of £5000, ignoring what his dad earns.
I just feel so lost again.
And I was having the best day too
