Midnightie
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Hi, I'm 11 weeks pregnant and lately I've been feeling so alone and depressed all the time, I know I should be exited about having another baby, but I feel really scared about how life is going to change again. Don't get me wrong, this baby was planned and I really wanted a second child, but I can't help but feeling scared and alone.
I have a partner and while I guess he tries to help, he's probably just as clueless as I am as to what to do. I have a 3 year old who I spend all day with him, but lately I don't feel like I have the energy to play or do anything. I dread waking up in the morning because I know I'll have to go through feeling sick and feeling alone. Nothing feels interesting anymore and I don't feel like I have nothing to look forward to right now (I know, I'm having a baby, but that feels like ages away).
I'm also looking for a job with no luck, which is making me feel even worse. I feel stuck at home, I don't have many friends to places with and I really feel like I have nowhere to go (prenatal yoga is starts at 18 weeks in my area, so I'll have to wait a while).
At 10 weeks my midwife couldn't find the heartbeat of the baby, and I have a scan until the 8th of October, so I need to wait two weeks still to be able to see if my baby is okay. I'm super paranoid and thinking the worst, I just want to hear my baby's heartbeat already...
I really hate feeling this way.... I don't know what to do
I have a partner and while I guess he tries to help, he's probably just as clueless as I am as to what to do. I have a 3 year old who I spend all day with him, but lately I don't feel like I have the energy to play or do anything. I dread waking up in the morning because I know I'll have to go through feeling sick and feeling alone. Nothing feels interesting anymore and I don't feel like I have nothing to look forward to right now (I know, I'm having a baby, but that feels like ages away).
I'm also looking for a job with no luck, which is making me feel even worse. I feel stuck at home, I don't have many friends to places with and I really feel like I have nowhere to go (prenatal yoga is starts at 18 weeks in my area, so I'll have to wait a while).
At 10 weeks my midwife couldn't find the heartbeat of the baby, and I have a scan until the 8th of October, so I need to wait two weeks still to be able to see if my baby is okay. I'm super paranoid and thinking the worst, I just want to hear my baby's heartbeat already...
I really hate feeling this way.... I don't know what to do