feeling so crapp :( i want my OH :(

[Dollfacee]

okaayy so yeah im soppy and i have only just dropped my otherhalf off at the train station but i jjust feel so blerghh.. he had to go home today because he has the job centre on monday and they are saying if he doesnt go they will cancel his money and he cant afford that with little one making an appearence soon.. so yeah he had to go home today because the trains are ballsed up..

but in the car it was getting closer and closer to the time and i just didnt want him to go, we started to walk over to the platform and we kept having stupid little digs and arguments with each other.. and he kept raising his voice infront of everybody it was just making me feel more upset.. then he kept saying you might aswell go now, so after the like 3rd time of him saying it i walked off without saying bye.. i got to the tunnel bit to go back to the car and just felt like i couldnt breathe or anything i started crying and just wanted wanted to run back and say bye but i didnt want to look stupid so i just left it..

now i feel so bad and out of order and just wish he was back here at home with me right now, i feel so silly but i just cant stop myself crying.. i hate being apart from him and it seems to upset baby too.. hes so fidgety at night when he isnt here..

 

[sez]

Oh sorry your so upset hun Why don't you give him a call to talk about it?

 

[Dollfacee]

Oh sorry your so upset hun Why don't you give him a call to talk about it?

just spoke to him and he seems ok with me, seems abit down but i think thats because he didnt want to go home either.. i just feel so poo, im due on monday and i wont even be able to see him till monday afternoon, but he said just one phone call and hel be straight back down and hel make sure hes down befor i even arrive at hospital x

 

[sez]

Wow your due on Monday... congratulations! Why don't you try keep yourself busy tomorrow then it will be Monday before you know it and he will be home and you will be waiting to meet your LO together

 

[Dollfacee]

my family are round tomorrow to be with me the day befor im due so thats nice, hopefully that will keep my mind off of him a little bit x

 

[Sharl]

Why did he have to go home?

Can he not register at the job centre near you or do the feds not know that you live together?

 

[Dollfacee]

Why did he have to go home?

Can he not register at the job centre near you or do the feds not know that you live together?

he could of changed the address to mine but its so much stress for when babys born because im moving to his anyway theres no point changing it for a few weeks then changing it back plus hel stop getting his money until the change has been made x