t1017
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I am new to the forum and do not post very often. But I feel like I really need to write down my feelings otherwise I will go crazy. I am feeling very emotional over our TTC journey. I never once thought that it would be this hard or taxing to conceive, I suppose that is because so many people have "we weren't even trying babies." I stopped my birth control in April of this year and still have not gotten my first real post birth control period. It is very difficult to chart, test, ect without having a measure of time or days. Everyday I think is this the day my period will arrive (SERIOUSLY!! I remember the days of dreading it!). My hubby is feeling flustered because I think of everything as symptom (because seriously I could be pregnant at any time, although, its probably not likely!). I think he is starting to think of it more as a chore vs fun.
I started Vitex 1000mg a week ago, so far I have noticed no changes. I was at the doctors earlier this month and labs were drawn and she stated all was normal and to return in 6 months if period is still not back. To me, it feels like that is a lot of wasted time!!
Sorry for rant, I am just feeling very emotional this am and feel like my hubby doesn't understand and thinks it will happen when it happens! And we have not told anyone else. So it kind of feels like I am alone in this journey
I started Vitex 1000mg a week ago, so far I have noticed no changes. I was at the doctors earlier this month and labs were drawn and she stated all was normal and to return in 6 months if period is still not back. To me, it feels like that is a lot of wasted time!!
Sorry for rant, I am just feeling very emotional this am and feel like my hubby doesn't understand and thinks it will happen when it happens! And we have not told anyone else. So it kind of feels like I am alone in this journey