Sorry about this girls but i need to get it off my chest and have no one else to really talk to. After 2 years and a bit of TTC im really starting to feel its never going to happen. Im on my first month of clomid and CD7 so it may be a side effect of the pill thats making me soooo emotional but i cant picture me getting a or holding my baby. Why is it soooo difficult. Ive always been successful in everything i have done so why cant i do this? Why is it just not happening? I just cant see this clomid working. I was feeling so positive when i started it and now its all changed. Its heart breaking when you want something so badly, bordering on dersperation and its just not happening.