lazydaisybaby
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Hi ladies
I just wanted to let off some stuff going on in my head!!!! I am soooo anxious about this pregnancy its untrue!!! Its because i lost Harry in May(at 18wks) so now i am petrified something will go wrong with this pregnancy too!!! Plus i have had IVF to get here which just makes me so much more paranoid!!!!
I get an early scan, but its not till i am 7+3, whereas previously they have been at 6+4 with my other pregnancies. These are done at the hosp where i had IVF, as an after care process, but i really want it earlier!!!!!!!! I am pretty sure deep down i know everythings ok, but i thought that with harry and things went catasrophically wrong with him! I was always of the thought it would never happen to me..... but it did!!!!!!
I have a wonderful bereavement midwife, who my DH has told me to phone and have a chat with, but i dont think i will feel better until i see my little babies heartbeat. Does anyone know what i mean, what should i do? Wait till 3rd Nov or really push for NHS scan? I am not sleeping and feeling pretty down! I have even considered going to pay for a private scan, does that sound silly??!!
Thanks for reading my waffle ladie, hope you and bumps are all ok!
xxx
I just wanted to let off some stuff going on in my head!!!! I am soooo anxious about this pregnancy its untrue!!! Its because i lost Harry in May(at 18wks) so now i am petrified something will go wrong with this pregnancy too!!! Plus i have had IVF to get here which just makes me so much more paranoid!!!!
I get an early scan, but its not till i am 7+3, whereas previously they have been at 6+4 with my other pregnancies. These are done at the hosp where i had IVF, as an after care process, but i really want it earlier!!!!!!!! I am pretty sure deep down i know everythings ok, but i thought that with harry and things went catasrophically wrong with him! I was always of the thought it would never happen to me..... but it did!!!!!!
I have a wonderful bereavement midwife, who my DH has told me to phone and have a chat with, but i dont think i will feel better until i see my little babies heartbeat. Does anyone know what i mean, what should i do? Wait till 3rd Nov or really push for NHS scan? I am not sleeping and feeling pretty down! I have even considered going to pay for a private scan, does that sound silly??!!
Thanks for reading my waffle ladie, hope you and bumps are all ok!
xxx