I know that i'm being silly but i can't help but feel utterly useless atm. My little man isn't feeling very well and i hate the fact that there seems to be very little i can do to take the pain away. He has a really bad tummy just now. We had him at the dr a few nights ago because everytime he fills his nappy he screams as if it burns. He's had dirty nappies in double figures every day for the past two days. The dr thinks it may either be a reaction to Infacol or something in my diet that isn't agreeing with him that he is taking in through my milk. I've stopped the Infacol but he still isn't much better and i'm cutting out everything from my diet that i think could possibly cause this such as spicy food and dairy. I just hate to think that it's me that could have caused it. He seems to be fine and is all smiles and hugs when he isn't pooing but when it comes it's awful and i just have to hug him until the pain goes away. He has also had two hospital appointments this week because he has a suspected Multicystic Dysplastic Kidney. He had an ultrasound and has to go back for another one wherethey will inject dye into him before the scan to see if the bad kidney has any function. It's just such an emotional time atm and he troops through with a smile on his little face but i just can't help feeling like i should be able to make him better. It's horrible feeling so redundant. Even though i know that he is happy and i do everything i can to ensure he's a contented little chap i still feel awful.