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I want a baby girl so much. I have two wonderful boys but I am so afraid to find out this baby is a boy too.. At my last ultrasound the lady said she thinks it may be a boy, though she was absolutely not sure... she showed me what she was seeing but to me it looked like the Y shape in a girl's ultrasound and it was dark all around so I couldn't see which way baby was facing.. I had prepared myself to hear that and I said yeah and smiled and everything and I've been smiling since but I haven't been being honest with myself. I have been obsessing over ultrasounds online and convincing myself that I still have a chance.. I will be going in for a private gender scan in a week and a half and I am getting more and more scared. I know while I am laying there my head will be saying 'shes going to say boy...shes going to say boy...please dont say boy' and when she says boy my heart is going to break in two. I'm so scared.... i just want to hear 'girl'.. :/