dreambaby
Mum to 2 boys
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After 3 weeks of being in hospital and the month before that closely monitored. Logan was taken out by emergency c-section at 36 weeks due to severe pre-eclampsia. Logan's growth and development was at risk as scans showed re-distribution of blood and slow growth. I was very poorly and they had struggled to stabilise my blood pressure for weeks. I had episodes of passing out and severe chest pains that led me to being hooked up to an ECG at one point. He was born 4lb 7oz, 2:36pm on the 16th July. He only spent one night in the NICU and had oxygen for a few hours. He has been with me since. It was quite traumatic as unlike my reasonably smooth emergency c-section with my eldest, this spinal c-section didn't work properly! Pain and temperature were removed, but touch and pressure were not. I felt everything and I had a huge amount of scar tissue which they struggled to get through (it took over 25 mins). It was very uncomfortable/painful, distressing and they had to knock me out in the end with a GA. The surgeon did try to talk it through with me afterwards, explaining that it shouldn't have been that way, but spinals sometimes don't work and that thats no ones fault. I am very thankful Logan and I are safe and well after all we have been through, but I feel completely sad about it all and can't stop thinking about it all. I keep remembering all the pain and physical touch of the surgery. Can anyone relate? Will I get over this?