Finding it hard to wait?

[LockandKey]

I do a lot of writing hobby wise to keep my distracted while I wait, though I have to admit that there are times when I look at my 13 month old son and I actually don't want another baby, at least not yet. I guess he makes me realize I really want to spend more time with him first before I "replace him," which definitely isn't the case at all, I love all my babies and would always treat them all equally and never have a "favorite" but I sort of worry about the replacement thing in a guilty sort of sense, he still needs me in many ways.