so, I was playing a video game (Skyrim) - and he texted me, and.. since we aren't together.. texting back isn't exactly a priority. HIM: well have fun bein stuck to video games ME: thanks I will HIM: umm ok? fuck u then - what the fuck is your problem? women in general! ME: well, I'm sorry you feel that way? HIM: good answer!!! bye!!! ME: bye. HIM (5 minutes later): mommy what did you do while u were preg with me? oh just sat around and played video games. what about daddy? well he was out slaving to provide a life for you that he never had. -- ridiculous right? I eat healthy, I quit smoking, I take my vitamins, I routinely go to the doctor even though I'm the one paying for it.. I've even applied at fast food restaraunts, grocery stores.. all WITHOUT mentioning my pregnancy, and they're all hired up until the end of the year. what else can I do? I'd go for walks, but everywhere around Portland is full of gangs and people you can't trust -- so, dangerous.. I don't have any friends here, they're all back home -- and I'm staying here for him I mean, what else am I supposed to do?