Don't know how to update threads...so sorry I just wanted to say thankyou so much ladies who sent me hugs and good wishes last night. You all helped me through a very miserable and lonely evening. I am feeling so much better today after a proper sleep and things have come back into perspective now. Its not all doom and gloom. Plus - Junior must have realised I was down last night because I had a PROPER kick as I was lying on the sofa..didn;t see movement... but there was a definate 'come on mummy, buck up, I love you' kick!! Thank you all again.