four months ive just got to keep telling myself that right!!

[Lenny]

i thought i was coping really well until i went into work friday and found out one of the girls has talked with her boyfriend and decided to start trying for a baby as of wednesday next week i didnt even no they had been thinking about it i kept thinking ee am so happy for you but what if she gets pregnant before march id be soo jelouse but i was cool i dealt with it.....

Until i went into work on saturday and my good friend michelle told me she was pregnant!! omg i was so happy for her i was jumping up and down with her but am just soo jelouse i feel totally horrible i mean 4 months thats all ive got to wait but what if there both pregnant before march then what if it takes me a long time to fall pregnant and i have to watch them with there growing bumps.

God am i a really horrible person for thinking all of this i havnt even said these words outloud, i just want it to be my turn i cant get it out my head since i found out i feel so miserable and jelouse but there my friends.

Sorry for the rant guys i just needed to say it somewhere

 

[PumpkinPatchx]

Don't worry, you'll time will come.... if you keep thinking about things you'll get stressed which makes it even harder to conceive. don't worry xx

 

[PG5K]

It is very hard when you have to wait for something your body is telling you you need.

People never normally say to friends and family they are waiting to try so it is always a sunrise when they are. Just keep your chin up and keep as cool as possible.
We are all here on the forum to say the things you probably wouldnt normally be able to mention. X

 

[lillmoo]

totally understand hun, u feel confused for being jealous and happy at the same time :-/

 

[storm4mozza]

its normal i went thru the same thing, just keep trying and im sure it will happen when its meant to, goodluck