I just wanted to get on here and do one final update. I hate when people forget to come back to threads and tell you what the outcome of a situation was.
First of all, thank you everyone for your kind words! It is so nice to not feel alone when something like this is going on! Thankfully I've had a GREAT support system in real life too!
I did end up miscarrying. Beta's from the first blood draw showed a low but healthy level at 18. Progesterone was low so they prescribed me some. Second beta was down to 5.
Although, I know I will not be 100% for a while, I am getting stronger day by day. Hubby has been amazing and this has drawn us closer together. And surprise, surprise, he's actually considering us trying for a 4th! For the moment we are "not trying, not preventing" until he makes a decision. Although that might seem like an odd decision when he's not sure what he wants, he said he is not worried about it much anymore. If we get pregnant again while he's deciding, then it's okay! If not, that's okay too, and he'll keep thinking about if he is ready to try for a bigger family. So maybe I'll be back on here soon!
My body is still really out of whack from the miscarriage so I might end up being pregnant without knowing it! So I'm planning to test every week until I get a BFP or AF comes back so I know what to expect. I just don't want to not know if I am.