So, I'm totally frustrated. DH and I are trying to conceive #2. It is so frustrating. It has been a year now and still no BFP. When we conceived DD, it happened right away. Now, I'm thirty and it just isn't happening. I'm tired of hearing "well, at least you have June, you should be happy you could at least have her." Of course I'm happy, I'm flippin ecstatic. My daughter is the most wonderful kid in the world. If #2 doesn't come, I'll survive. But, I was an only child and I don't want that for her. I'm also sick of hearing "you're young, just keep trying." I'm trying so hard to keep it together, to not let it get to me. But, it's built up over the last year. Why haven't I gotten pregnant? I'm scared to death to go to the doctor. I don't want to hear that it can't happen. I just joined this site and I really hope that I'll find some people who I can relate to. Because I'm losing it. I'm about to give up. How do I keep doing this month after month? Knowing it's not going to happen, but praying that it does?