GD for the last time.

[truthbtold]

Well Im gutted today I learned that my fourth and last child is indeed another boy. As much as I prepared myself for the day I heard those words it still hurt. Atleast this time I was able to have my pitty party in private. It sucks so bad to give up the dream of having a daughter but this is it no more kids for us. The GD with my third son lasted a few weeks and of course at birth I instantly feel in love with him. Even today he is 2 and such a mommas boy. I feel bad that he wont be the baby boy anymore. Today I feel like I should have just stopped at 3. I feel like my huisband let me down again. My emotions are just all over the place.

Vent over.

 

[lovelylaura]

It sucks it really does. But you know you will come through this. xx

 

[Misscalais]

Aww big
I'm having our 3rd and absolute final and it's our 3rd son.
I felt really sad too, but I'm bonding with him and love him to bits and absolutely can't wait to meet him in 5 weeks. But I still want a daughter, I always will but it will never take away the love I have for my sons.
Hope you feel better soon, sorry you didn't hear girl.

 

[katherinegrey]

I'm sorry you didn't hear girl, I know you'll be okay and love him just the same as his brothers, but you're still allowed to grieve for the dream you won't be getting, huge hugs.

 

[motherofboys]

I have 4 boys, the youngest is now coming up to 6 months. I remember the hurt, its still bubbling away under the surface. My DS3 was also a complete mummys boy and at the lowest points I did think why go through all that for another boy, i should have stopped at 3. 2 and a half years of TTC to still not have a girl.
As you know you will love your baby. I can't say it will ever go away but it will get more manageable.