I need your help. Throughout this and my first two pregnancies i have suffered with bad pre natal depression, i get quite withdrawn and at points agressive and upset. had a bad day last sun and spent quite a lot of time crying. I have had a few sessions with the counciller at the maternity unit, so i spoke to her on the mon morn she suggested a meeting with my consultant, which i had last Wed and between us we explain the situation as we have been working through this pregnancy together. I met him well his intern and told her that i felt like this and that in my mind i only saw one solution which was to get this baby out and that i had been trying already. her response has been to offer me an induction originally for sun then rebooked for tommorrow (tues) I am now in 2 minds, they told me that they would prefer me to deliver in hosp safely as its better than me trying myself. But i feel wrong going for induction as its medical intervention and i think my reasons are maybe selfish. But at the same point this is what i have been waiting for for so long, and sometimes i just get sick or trying to cope and locking how i feel away. A week ago and before, i would have jumped at this chance, now its getting closer im not sure if its just nerves. The main dilemma is the fact i have had 2 very easy labours with no contractions. If i go in tommorrow, i have to go in high dependancy rather than low, which means sacrificing the nice suite possible water birth etc. If i dont i dont know how long it could take before this baby is born and just how my moods will react. I have been pretty good since last week , as soon as i knew i had a date my moods seemed much better and i made myself a little plan to keep myself occupied. But all that could change..i know im not myself at times and its not fair on others around me. What do i do Girlies?