Well looks like AF is on her way again anyway being ttc since November 2007 but because of my short cycle i am on my 12 cycles ...get a extra cycle a year... i feel really mad and sad today as i just don't get it why something so simple is taking me so long ? i decided to stop my ttc journal as i feel it's depressing me even more to write the same thing over and over again each month i do love my girls over there but i feel it's more approriate for me to be on that section . i do have a appoitment book with my new doctor on November 12 so i can start all the tests to make me understand maybe why i am here . I do have every single month a good FF temp chart but never got the bfp so i don't know what is wrong with us but hopefully we will find us soon. so that's it ! as most of you know me anyway since i have being part of BNB team for while now to well deserve soon for all of us ! Miel.